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Friday, May 05, 2006
Analysis on my handwriting
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 For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Raymond has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Raymond fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Raymond has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Raymond just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Raymond finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
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 Raymond exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Raymond allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Raymond has a vivid imagination.
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 Raymond is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Raymond basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.
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 In reference to Raymond's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Raymond slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project. He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Raymond can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
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 Raymond will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!
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 Raymond will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Raymond believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
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Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn’t actually “see the writing”, we can’t tell if he actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so… he has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood. Raymond has withdrawn into himself. He is reserved and shows his feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Raymond is an introvert. He makes decisions based on logic, therefore he is rarely impulsive. He doesn't find any need for expressing his emotions. In fact, he probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. He has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for him to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Raymond; it is difficult for them to really know how Raymond feels. Raymond enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with his hands is a pleasure. Raymond's basic nature is to look out for himself first. Although he can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, he just almost always harbors them inside. The first time someone angers Raymond, he probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, he will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to him until he cannot hold his emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Raymond will cloud up and rain all over them. And he will never regret telling someone off, because he knew what he was saying the entire time. He won't impulsively tell someone off. Emotional stories will not sway Raymond. He thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on him. Raymond needs space and time alone. He will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people. |
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 People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Raymond doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
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 According to the inputted data, Raymond has a stinger shape inside the oval of his a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Raymond has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships. .
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Posted at 04:50 pm by mich-ray
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
i've really lost my direction these past few days. I don't even know where i wannaa go or what i wanna do. pretty lost~
and slightly dizzy.. a couple of helicopters been flying around lately and its hell annoying especially when one wanted some peace and quiet. It could also be due to the increase in my eye index. Need to do some checkup i guesssss ~ i've been eatin lousy food everyday
Maybe i should have followed them to Thailand, guess thats my regret but again, if i've had been there i wouldn't be able to study though. I do want some godo result ~ I guess this is what i need to compromise.
Well at least i know i won't gonna be tired and all~ its the dumb college to be blamed, i mean, who sets exam papers before and after a long holiday which was like 12 days or so. i need something to correct myself..probably do some jogging or somethin...
Posted at 01:20 am by mich-ray
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Ah well..the other day me and darlin we're basically pinching some music and notes and well..so we agreed on B#, Eb, A#, G#..As we were toying around i realized there's no such thing as B#, so it becomes C.. and the result?
C, E flat, A sharp, G sharp.....and its in here: my iBand page Ray. and click on the song titled pickme. The chords were complaining cuz Michie picked them and thats how it goes~ Other songs are not highly recommended as i only improvise on them.
And well, the clip is short but hey, even artists would take that long or even longer to produce one. Moreover when my recording equipment is just a digital camera and a lousy software. it would take me days or weeks to really create one with some professional equipments to give it a boost.. I'll need at least RM10k for equipments..
Donations anyone?
Posted at 05:44 pm by mich-ray
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3 down, 3 to hunt.
And ok, thats exam. I still have ermm int'l biz plannin, cross-cultural studies and int'l finance ~ isnt gonna be fun but at least less exams to be expecting and BA in 2 weeks!!! 
*All the emoticons blogdrive has looks kinda cheesy * but what can one expect from free stuffs......
I'm packin my bags already hehe ~ it's silly but it kinda joyful to look at excitement and enjoyment and vacation! Well..hopefully its not over 20kg or else i'll be in deep merde!~
Posted at 05:40 pm by mich-ray
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Friday, January 20, 2006
Inspired by mon mèrde sayang, I shall fill in the time when I wanted to go take a shower by my crappy blabs. Mwaha! :P Today I had 3 very stupid occupations. Being a sleepy student. Then being a sleepy artist! And all the time (in my life in general), I have a PhD. from The Art Of Complaining. When mentioning drawing, I'm also a...well....let's say..an artist. An aspiring visual artist or graphic designer or communication designer...who knows? Let's just hope the pathway to my dream leads through the Cenfad in Malaysia. ^^ I'm a faithful Physics-and-Maths-hater who in the same time loves to read astrophysical books about cosmology. A bit contradictory? Oh yes, indeed it is. XD Having the fashion taste and certain taste in colors & etc., I've been called for many times to help out people with clothes and make-up. This makes me a make-up artist and a...well... fashion adviser? :P I cannot forget being the personal masseur for duckyboy's parents, my mother & my bored classmates. ^^;;; Cuz I love animals a lot and I can't stand the cruelty people let them endure, I'm also a (non-active now) proanimal volunteer at Sloboda Zvierat. And cuz I love plants as well, I'm some kind of a gardener. Grandma taught me how to take care of plants. ^^ Loving Pharmacy & Medicine makes me be an enthusiastic prescribing-info-in-the-drugs-reader and any-medical-programs-watcher. Oooh well, I'm also a bookworm. These days not as much though. u_u A blogworm (new word!) is my another occupation too. :P This is a weird occupation but I'm an in-notebooks-doodler. And a kawaii-manga-animals-lover. An anything-yummy-eater also! :P A dreamer as well of course.... And for many times I've been a therapist for my troubled friends. And just like sayang, now I'm a lover. But cuz it's sounds so "ooohhh-babyy-voulez-vous-coucher-avec-moi-ce-soir?" I better say - a loyal, sarcastic, worrying, complaining, insane, green, girly girlfriend. The moral of the story??? RUN AWAY WHILE YOU CAN!!!! Hahahahaha. :P
Posted at 04:59 am by mich-ray
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Today I did my french paper, surprisingly full of fun. So, I wrote a letter as part of the question requires me to do so:
Chere Michaela, comment ça va?
Je t'adore et.....bla bla bla bla
and then with my understandable limited out-of-idea vocabulary.. i wrote..
Tu peut boit á chez moi avec mon ami
Totally out of idea on what to tell or write hahahhahah~ i'm positive that the invigilator will laugh till her teeth come off` Probably its nuffin significant ~ asking for someone to come to my house to drink....... in a letter~
its fun..but i hope i didnt messed up the grammar
Posted at 10:52 pm by mich-ray
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
My occupations ~ an (s) mind you
Today i was a partial construction worker ~ i mix the sand and cement 55/45 ratio using my hand ~ tiring job..and cemented the base of the newly made roof for the VW beetle..
I drove the VW a little ~ but it used to be a good race car in the 50s and 60s and that makes me as a partial race car driver today~ was a drag driver last year for driving 160kmh ~ the car wasnt able to go faster anymore~
I measured and partly coordinated the scale and design of the roof thing and that makes me co-architect. Its fun but due to the negligence of my co-architect..the design failed and i had to redesign..
I was a technician to many many things..from fixing tvs to computers..to electric sockets..
I'm still a musician though i need to find to time to develop materials that can be really used..
Occasionally i'm a doctor cuz i prscribe myself prescription drugs.. such as paracetamol..or charcoal or ponstan or gelusil or amoxycylin or bla bla bla
The other day i was a nurse. I applied some stuffs to the sounded part and took care of that someone and that someone is me 
Then a few days ago i was a librarian..i arranged a little more than average amount of books under my desk and read some~
DURING HIGH SCHOOL DAYS
i was school videoman; the cameraman and video editor and the pay was zilch but occasionally i won some quiz and get cash but i spent it all before i knew it..
I was an athlete in high skool...runnin like 100mx4, 200mx4 and 400m.. and in basketball and badminton ~ for athletics i depended on my teammates for bronze though well...for others i realize today i kinda suck in it but it was fun.
I'm an artist also as i painted some good stuffs back in high ~ some got displayed and kept by school.
AND NOW
I am a lover.
And the moral of the story? You don't need too much education to have a lot of occupations
Posted at 02:08 am by mich-ray
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For a while i'e forgotten what i wanted to write........lemme thinkkk~
*after 10 minutes.. i rememberd! I'm gonna do French and realized that its not good ~ but its just level 2 anyway..there's like 6 levels or so ~ still it's better than my nano knowledge in mandarin...Lemme see if i can rate it...
Spoken: Written: English English Malay Malay Cantonese French... Thai French Mandarin
I can't really write the rest , I sucked at my tongue language..Thai hahahha
I wonder whats actually good for me...
Posted at 01:38 am by mich-ray
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Friday, January 13, 2006
The actual bad thing is only the exam exam exam and l'exam. its stupid. Its just some academic test ~ they don't emphasize on real-life situations. So we end up being an unemployed and bla bla blaaaalalala..
I need some good food now ~ grr.. hungry hungry.. i want a BBQ chicken pizza ~ large for myself..then a lot more of food..Satays...some Southern Chicken thingee in Sizzlers then..erm erm.. some sizzling lamb chop..some chicken chop..some salad bar..some desert..spakling grape juice and much much more..
set aside my hunger.. I'm gonna be goin to the MAS office tomorrow to get some card for mileage points thingee.. Its embarassing though the department of operation for MAS has moved out due to deficit ~ I mean its like ~ how do they run airline? What kinda airline has got deficit when millions of people flying it. Its all back to the corruption back in the late 90s. Dumbest cronism ever.
I'll still need to go get myself some...
1.hoodies..maybe 3.. 2.some long johns.. 3.some socks 4.Gifts for: mrs, mr, babka 5. what else?...Platinum earrings! but i gotta calculate first
tonnes of things to do but very few time... OK here are my exam schedules for reference. 19/1 French 23/1 Management 24/1 Int'l Econs 26/1 Cross-cultural studies 6/2 Int'l Biz planning 9/2 Int'l Finance
Posted at 12:45 am by mich-ray
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Monday, January 09, 2006
just nuffin to talk on and im bored ~
I really am uncomfortable with people staring at my msn window when im chatting to someone. Its a real invasion of privacy.. then ermm id unno. exams are stressful.
Then i wanna to play some music that i've written..or at least created on a Taylor of my own i hope. Its a darn tiring and boring day anyway. I've been revising the International Finance since yesterday..only done 5 chapters
Its really sad ~ trés trés triste
but what can i do anyway my French even sucked hahah.. can't speak in those very polite way they speak there and i can't catch them at all. I could have learn German or Spanish better.
However I've been to Dataran Merdeka or the Independence Sq.. with Mek and Emma and ate some cake Mek bought staring at the slightly awful looking venus flytrap or somethin like that....
Posted at 02:00 am by mich-ray
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